This should be something very simple. Something very pure. But for some reasons, everything has been complicated ever since its beginning. Complicated situations, mixed feelings.

3 months time now. Thing has become a lot more stable. However, there are still times that i feel so uncertain and secure. What is this? On the face of it, i'm going all out. But deep down from the bottom, i know there is still a lot more to give out. So many what ifs.

Sometimes i hestiate. Although there are many things that i wouldnt mind. But shouldnt i deserve something better? As always, i never ask for returns but if people are sensible enough they should know the right things to do.

I feel burdened at times. Why me? Why are things like this happening to me all the time? Just feel so mo noi..

I feel like a new change again. Although im quite happy to be where i am now. I feel like im not compensated enough. I'm sure i'd be given more somewhere else. Ideally, to be given more where i currently am. Will see..